Selena
Cameron Morse
A small waterfall
all of a sudden,
the sun ensconced
in the dark oak top.
This morning Selena,
the sellers’ abandoned
calico, creeps around the stoop.
She sleeps here
some afternoons,
coiled below a green shrub
with leathery leaves.
I want to crawl back to bed
because I dreamed of you
again, despite the decades,
a score of years cascading
between us. I wonder if God is
trying to tell me something.
Sudden clouds surprise me. I don’t
believe in God. Or do I now?
Selena stops nosing about
and slips under the stoop.
I hadn’t noticed the hole there,
her dark space underfoot.
She’s not the neighbors’ cat,
even though they feed her. She still
belongs to the sellers,
even though they moved to Warrensburg.
I wonder if you need me now
and I know the dreams won’t end
unless I send
the email I’ve tried to write
all morning.